As I sit here this evening listening to the news, and filling out some paperwork I am wondering if it is even worth it. What is it? Infertility/Reproductive. My OBGYN said that I was not ovulating after taking the multiple blood work and urine tests. I received the paperwork in the mail today from the Reproductive Medicine Clinic. I’ve never filled out this much paperwork for a medical appointment. Should I or should I not even go through with this appointment? I guess you could say that I am scared of what the outcome will be. What if I never become pregnant? What if I never get to have that true feeling of what it is like to have a little person growing inside of me? What if…..? Yes, I do know that there is adoption. I just want to have those feelings that every new parent, every new mother feels. Yes I have a stepson who I just absolutely adore, but he’s not mine biologically. What are your thoughts on the process of Infertility/Reproductive? I had said that I didn’t really want to go to a specialist because I know that the pricing will be high. I pray though that the prices are not so high that we truly can not afford it. I am so mixed and torn right now that I just don’t know what to do. I never would have thought that it would come to this. I know that there are others in my family that have had problems, but at the same time they have been able to do what was needed in order to have their own. I am not as lucky as they are. However, I can’t give up all hope on this. I have to be able to do something with the very last restort being to adopt.

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